1. |
Wither
02:38
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I’m withering away
Stumbling through every day
It gets so tiring
Always fighting
Staring at the wall
I won’t return your call
Second guesses
Nervous wreckage
I’m skin and bone
Maybe that’s why
I’m always cold
Knees are weak cause I can never eat
It’s miserable
I’m withering away
Stumbling through every day
It gets so tiring
Always fighting
Staring at the wall
I won’t return your call
Second guesses
Nervous wreckage
So what am I to do?
Nothing makes me want to
Get out of my bed
Don’t want to think
Or use my head
What am I supposed to do?
I’m withering away
Stumbling through every day
It gets so tiring
Always fighting
Staring at the wall
I won’t return your call
Second guesses
Nervous wreckage
Withering away
Withering away
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2. |
Just For Fun
02:10
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Dropped my brain on the sidewalk
Now I’m here
Lost my friend at the boardwalk
Growing up knowing nothing
Now I’m dead
Growing up knowing nothing
Broken head
Dropped my brain on the sidewalk
Now I’m here
Lost my friend at the boardwalk
Growing up knowing nothing
Now I’m dead
Growing up knowing nothing
Broken head
Trust me I’m broke and wanted
On the run
A broken wrist makes a promise
Trust me I’m broke and wanted
On the run
A broken wrist makes a promise
Just for fun
Just for fun
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3. |
SSBpt2
01:12
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The months count down
It’s colder now
A zombie on two feet
You can hardly see
What’s left of me
Why do I get this way?
Bunker down
And shut it out
Consumed by all my fear
So it goes
I guess you should know
I love you it’s not fair
I love you it’s not fair
I love you it’s not fair
The days are short
Everything’s a chore
The hours drip away
I waste so much time
Just staying alive
I don’t even know what to say
I love you it’s not fair
I love you it’s not fair
I love you it’s not fair
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4. |
Sun
02:18
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I’m trapped again
Losing all my friends
I’m in the dark
I’m a piece of work
What a bitter end
Counting down every second
Of every day
I don’t like anything
Stay asleep till I’m wrinkled
Fragile and grey
Constant suffering
Forgot my gun
Forgot my son
He’s gonna kill himself
Counting down every second
Of every day
I don’t know anything
Can’t wait till I’m broken
Fucked up and weak
Don’t carry me
Forgot my gun
Forgot my gun
Forgot my gun
Forgot my gun
Forgot my gun
I was trapped again
Lost all my friends
I was in the dark
I was a piece of work
What a bitter end
I was trapped again
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5. |
Bern Needs His Meds
03:15
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Don’t bring me down
When I’m low
And I’m ready to go
When I don’t want to know
Try to feel but your not getting better
Starting to seem like you’ll
Be like this forever
Block it out
Block it out
Keep the curtain shut
Don’t let the light hit your skin
Cracked and hollowed out
Hide away from the sun
Going through the motions
To make some sense of this
I haven’t found a reason
To get up and try again
It makes no sense to me
It makes no sense to me
Keep the curtain shut
Don’t let the light hit your skin
Cracked and hollowed out
Hide away from the sun
Keep
Keep the curtain shut
Hide
Hide away from the sun
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6. |
Bottom Feeder
02:11
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You wanna twist my words around my throat
Everything’s a joke since you broke my heart
Like glass on the floor by your car by the door
Cause you’re dumb and you’re weak
And you’re scared of falling asleep
Scared of falling asleep
You wanna change what your friends think about you
Everything they say is almost not true
But you know you’re fake
Always running late
Always changing plans
You’ve got blood on your hands
Got blood on your hands
Got blood on your hands
You’ve been choking on the lies
Throwing up all the time
In the back in the dark
Hella tar in your heart
You’ve been choking on the lies
Throwing up all the time
In the back in the dark
Hella tar in your heart
Can’t fall asleep
You’ve got blood on your hands
Can’t fall asleep
You’ve got blood on your hands
Can’t fall asleep
You’ve got blood on your hands
Can’t fall asleep
You’ve got blood on your hands
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7. |
Grey
02:18
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I used to feel alive
I was excited all the time
Now I just feel grey
Faded away
The sun used to feel warm
Now it’s just clouds and thunderstorms
I’ll just stay inside
I’m tired all the time
Nothing to say
Find a way to get through another day
You caught me at my worst
Convinced I wasn’t from this earth
I just stop and stare
Disappear
Always fucking up
It makes me sick I can’t shut up
Spiral constantly
I get so dizzy
I used to feel alive
Now I’m freezing all the time
Take it day by day
It’s all the same
Choking on a breath
Just stay in bed I’m sick to death
I’ll just stay inside
I’m tired all the time
I used to feel alive
I was excited all the time
Now I just feel grey
Faded away
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8. |
Thorns
02:18
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Every minute takes too long
I’ll never feel like I belong
I’ll always want to crawl out of my skin
Two white pills with Tylenol
Trying to forget it all
I’m fighting demons
But sometimes they win
Every day lasts forever
It’s getting so hard
To find any good reason I should hold on
Thorns are sharper
Piercing harder
Torn to pieces
Black and blue keeping too many secrets
Where do I start?
Constant pain in my heart
I don’t know how I let it get so bad
Peeling back my skin again
Cold sweats and these shakey hands
I’m fighting demons
But they always win
Every day lasts forever
It’s getting so hard
To find any good reason I should hold on
Thorns are sharper
Piercing harder
Torn to pieces
Black and blue keeping too many secrets
Every day lasts forever
It’s getting so hard
To find any good reason I should hold on
Thorns are sharper
Piercing harder
Torn to pieces
Black and blue keeping too many secrets
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9. |
Bran's Motto
02:46
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Washed up, broke down
Drag me through the mud
I’m broke, I’m drunk
Stumbling too soon
Can’t make promises
I don’t know who you’re lying to
Can’t make promises
I don’t know who you’re lying to
Throw it all by the wayside
I would do anything for you
Speechless I’m stuck and tongue tied
Always too late it’s nothing new
I never get things right
At least not in your eyes
Breaking my back to stay calm and relaxed
It’s no surprise
I hate how it’s gotten so quiet
I’ve given all my words to you
Running on empty for far too long
No more breath, face turning blue
I know that you’re feeling sorry
Why do I even bother
Nothing I do seems to be enough for you
Come to realize
I know that you
I know that you
I know that you think that I’m annoying
I know that you think that I’m a mess
I know that you think that I’m annoying
I know that you think that I’m a mess
I’m a fucking mess
Washed up, broke down
Drag me through the mud
I’m broke, I’m drunk
Stumbling too soon
Can’t make promises
I don’t know who you’re lying to
Can’t make promises
I don’t know who you’re lying to
Washed up, broke down
Drag me through the mud
I’m broke, I’m drunk
Stumbling too soon
Can’t make promises
I don’t know who you’re lying to
Can’t make promises
I don’t know who you’re lying to
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10. |
Bone$
03:24
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Together all the time time
You’re always on my mind
I could spend my days with you forever
Black hair is turning grey
You’re the best part of my days
I’ll be here to comfort you forever
I want to give you everything
That you could ever need
I’ll carry you wherever
When your feet are old and weak
I noticed that you’re slowing down
It’s impossible to hide
I never want to live without
You here right by my side
I wish you’d never leave
I wanna go
Wherever you go
I love your bones
You feel like home
I hope you know
I’ve never felt these things before
You are my home
You are my home
You’ll always have my heart
You’ll always have my heart
Together all the time
You’re always on my mind
I could spend my days with you forever
I wish you’d never leave
I wanna go
Wherever you
I love your bones
You feel like home
I hope you know
I’ve never felt these things before
You are my home
You are my home
I wanna go
Wherever you go
I love your bones
You feel like home to be
I hope you know
I’ve never felt these things before
You are my home
You are my home
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11. |
Waste
03:54
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No longer strong
Trembling all night long
I think there’s something wrong with me
Sudden instability
Cut off
Confused
There’s nothing left to lose
I wish that I could disappear
I’d rather die than waste a year
Alone again
No passion, just dead ends
I can’t find joy in anything
My bedroom walls are all I see
Burnt out
Reclused
No energy to move
Just stay curled up and rot away
I’d rather die than face the day
Wasting my time
Wasting my time
Wasting my time
Wasting my time
All I ever want is to forget
Down on my luck and dancing with death
All I ever need is to forget
I’m empty
I’m empty
All I ever want is to forget
Down on my luck and dancing with death
All I ever need is to forget
I’m empty
I’m empty
Wasting my time
Wasting my time
Wasting my time
Wasting my time
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Donnie Walsh
Lalo Gonzalez Deetz
Noel Agtane
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