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It feels like there’s poison in my bones and blood
A darkness floods my head sometimes
I’m paralyzed from things unseen
From deep inside of me
I feel so weak and anxious
Every time I wake up
I can’t get through a single day
Without some kind of made up fantasy
Why do I feel its all my fault
I was built too strong to fall apart
A stray cat stuck in the rain
I tried to get an early start
But now I have this heavy heart
It weighs me down every day
Fever dream you’re really helping to
Ease the pains when the world starts melting
Try, try, try just to forget everything
Disassociate and fade away
I can’t focus on anything
Delusional, what a pleasant sting
A space cadet some would say
I crashed head first into the street
Broken bones and bloody teeth
Now I can’t get back on my feet
(Can’t get back on my feet)
Fever dream you’re really helping to
Ease the pains when the world starts melting
Try, try, try just to forget everything
I try, try, try just to forget everything
And fade away
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Crash
03:29
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Today I almost crashed my car for fun
I’m at my limits cause I don’t have anyone
I question myself losing sanity every day
It just gets darker
I don’t know if I’ll be okay
It’s dark inside
Every time I close my eyes
I dream of flying away
Today I closed my eyes and hit the gas
White knuckled on the wheel
Speeding towards the overpass
Sweating through my clothes
While my heart pounds in my ears
No turning back now
Hope nobody interferes
It’s dark inside
Every time I close my eyes
I dream of flying away
Away
Away
Away
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3. |
Better Than Dead
03:19
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I’m stuck between the cracks again
I feel like I can’t breathe
Silence is eating me alive
I think this might be misery
Misery
Don’t feel it, keep your head up strong
Stone cold like nothing’s ever wrong
No tears, no fear, no medicine
Just try to not feel anything
Anything
It’s been so many years since I have felt better than dead
I used to dance and sing all day now I just stay in bed
Misery
Misery
Misery
Misery
It’s been so many years since I have felt better than dead
(Better than dead)
I used to dance and sing all day now I just stay in bed
(Stay in bed)
It’s been so many years since I have felt better than dead
(Better than dead)
I used to dance and sing all day now I just stay in bed
(Stay in bed)
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Picture
02:25
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I heard you leaving in the middle of the night
Your footsteps pounding pavement
What are you running from this time
This night is so cold, sends shivers down my spine
Your warmth no longer soothing
Nothing to ease this aching mind
Why don’t you take my picture
That way you can always rip it up
We spent our years with broken hearts
Looks like you’ve finally had enough
Why don’t you take my picture
That way you can always rip it up
We spent our years with broken hearts
Looks like you’ve finally had enough
So say your goodbyes to this god forsaken place
All joy has died away here
Nothing but hate to take its place
Your spirits broken
And your heart has shriveled up
Your mind is somewhere else now
Why don’t you take my picture
That way you can always rip it up
We spent our years with broken hearts
Looks like you’ve finally had enough
Why don’t you take my picture
That way you can always rip it up
We spent our years with broken hearts
Looks like you’ve finally had enough
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Vicious
02:04
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The buttons on my shirt
Get so tight and it might hurt for a while
The terrors in my head
Any second out of bed, try tomorrow
Try again tomorrow
It seems like nothing's left of me
I’m not who I used to be, in denial
In denial
It feels like I have lost control of
Everything worth fighting for, it's a cycle
Vicious cycle
The buttons on my shirt
Get so tight and it might hurt for a while
The terrors in my head any second out of bed
It’s a cycle
Vicious cycle
Vicious cycle
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Looking Good
02:30
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Don’t leave me in the cold
Just let me come inside
I’ll set a fire while you’re sleeping cause
You’ve got nowhere to hide
You cut me oh so deep
And it is not healing
You bent me so far backwards that
I cannot feel a thing
I tried so hard to keep my cool
But the tension was too much
Any second now I could blow this up
It’s not looking good for us
I tried so hard to keep my cool
But the tension was too much
Any second now I could blow this up
How do you sleep at night
Knowing just what you’ve done
Your body count is climbing while
You’re killing just for fun
I saw right through you from the
Second that we met
I barely made it out alive
Your hands were dripping red
I tried so hard to keep my cool
But the tension was too much
Any second now I could blow this up
It’s not looking good for us
I tried so hard to keep my cool
But the tension was too much
Any second now I could blow this up
I could blow this up
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Enjoy It While It Lasts
03:35
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These days I feel beat up and broken
As if my bones have been crushed up
Every day I think about nothing but bad, bad thoughts
They get me so worked up
I always had my head in the clouds
What do you do when they blow away
Everything looks so bleak and distant
There’s nothing I can do
Nowhere to run away
Enjoy it while it lasts
Those days in love, can’t get them back
I try so hard to just keep moving on
But all my passions are all gone
Enjoy it while it lasts
Those days in love, can’t get them back
I try so hard to just keep moving on
But all my passions are all gone
What’s missing?
What was taken away?
Tragedy strikes every single day
Out of touch and losing faith
That someday soon we’ll be okay
I’m losing
Sight of beauty in life
Good for nothing, barely alive
Seeing red and out of control
I’m not sure how much further I can go
Enjoy it while it lasts
Those days in love, can’t get them back
I try so hard to just keep moving on
But all my passions are all gone
Enjoy it while it lasts
Those days in love, can’t get them back
I try so hard to just keep moving on
But all my passions are all gone
Enjoy it while it lasts
Those days in love, can’t get them back
I try so hard to just keep moving on
But all my passions are all gone
Enjoy it while it lasts
Those days in love, can’t get them back
I try so hard to just keep moving on
But all my passions are all gone
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Mirrors
02:41
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The mirrors, they lie
I’m wasting all my time
Trying to convince myself
I’ll get used to the sight
I feel stuck in this skin
I’m so fucking sick of it
Cut me up, set me free
Maybe then I can start to breathe
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I Wouldn't Dream Of It
02:43
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You’re not as great as I thought you were old friend
Stuck up and smug in your ways
I can’t believe that I thought we were good friends
Wish I could forget those days
You didn’t change my life
You just made the dark days bearable
But you are oh so terrible I’ve learned
You didn’t change my life
You just gave me some direction
Now I’m stuck in a depression
Cause of you
I spend so much of my time distraught thinking
Of what you might think of me
None of that shit even matters now because
You’ve shown how cold you can be but
You didn’t change my life
You just made the dark days bearable
But you are oh so terrible I’ve learned
You didn’t change my life
You just gave me some direction
Now I’m stuck in a depression
Cause of you
You didn’t change my life
You just made the dark days bearable
But you are oh so terrible
You didn’t change my life
You just gave me some direction
Now I’m stuck in a depression cause of
You didn't change my life
You just made the dark days bearable
But you are oh so terrible
I've learned
(You just made the dark days bearable but you are oh so terrible)
I have learned
(You just made the dark days bearable)
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10. |
Spiders
02:30
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Talking in circles I am thinking them too
Dark thoughts occupying my mind
I can’t tell what’s true
Put me in a body bag and wheel me away
Anxieties and disillusion
Constant dismay
I feel so small and insignificant
Like there’s no place in this world where I fit in
I’m so tired of carrying the fear
That these feelings will not disappear
Can you tell me that I won’t feel like this for eternity
I’m tired of feeling inside out
It’s killing me without a doubt
Can you tell me that I won’t feel like this for eternity
I’m so tired of feeling inside out
It’s killing me without a doubt
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