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Underwhelmed
04:44
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I have nothing left to give you my friend
Cause you’ve bled me dry over and over again
Don’t even try cause we’re all gonna die someday
If I was a bird, you would harvest all my feathers
And if I had a friend you wouldn’t let us see each other
Take what you want, and take what you need from me
The city took my house and it’s people took my things
My neighbors took my books and all my shiny rings
But then you came along just to finish me off
I’m gonna scream
In the cold of the winter you would peel off all my clothes
And in the heat of the summer, poke a hole in my hose
You’ve bent me till I cracked, you’re a pain in the ass
You’ve ruined me
If I was a fish, you would take me out of water
And if I was a pig, I’d be the target of your slaughter
I’m shit out of luck cause you don’t give a fuck about me
Anytime I hear that you’re around, my entire world comes crashing down
Cause I can’t forget what you’ve done to me
Anytime I hear you speak my name, I feel like I have gone insane
What could you want, what do you want from me?
People see me as a pessimist and a grouch
But I just think that I am underwhelmed
I used to be as bright as the sun but now I’m just a dark storm cloud
And it’s all because I’m feeling underwhelmed
Underwhelmed
Underwhelmed
Underwhelmed
I found an old note that I wrote for you that
Described a big heart full of love I had
For you, for life, too bad it’s been sucked dry
Nobody ever apologizes
Until you’ve drank yourself to death I guess
Your friends all care once you’re six feet underground
You’ve taken everything from me that I loved, that made me who I am
You’ve broken me far worse than a hollow glass thrown upon the ground
It’s been years since I let you turn the gears inside my head
You ask for forgiveness but now I’m not gonna
Now I’m not gonna
Now I’m not gonna
Now I’m not gonna
Now I’m not gonna forget
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2. |
Party's Over
02:40
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Fake it loud till you make it proud
Claim your prize as you hide behind a plastic grin
Talk your talk and walk your walk
On two legs that weren’t yours to begin with
Shaking hands and taking names of new friends to whom you’ll
Attach yourself like glue
Must be nice to have things working out
Till the world comes crashing down on you
There will be a day where you run away from all the chaos you entail
Voice in your head are screaming
Party’s over
Maybe had you stepped down off your high horse we could be friends to this day
But I’m not cool enough to get you clout
You’re ungrateful, you’re oh so pitiful
You said that you hoped I got what I deserved
Unforgivable, so despicable
I can’t believe that you would have the nerve
To give me affection and
Offer protection and
You turned your back on me and left me
Alone in the dark
There will be a day where you run away from all the chaos you entail
Voice in your head are screaming
Party’s over
Maybe had you stepped down off your high horse we could be friends to this day
But I’m not cool enough to get you clout
And it seems as though you’ve got it all figured out
There will be a day where you run away from all the chaos you entail
Voice in your head are screaming
Party’s over
Maybe had you stepped down off your high horse we could be friends to this day
But I’m not cool enough to get you clout
And it seems as though you’ve got it all figured out
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3. |
Lust
02:31
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In a crowded dim lit room, I can’t see anyone but you
My eyes are so fixated it’s mesmerizing
You’re the only one I see, what could this rush of feeling be?
What’s gotten into me? This is terrifying
Please don’t say that you’re gonna go away (Go away)
Cause I’m beaten and I’m bloody and you take my pain away
Please stay, please stay with me for just one more day (One more day)
Cause my goddamn glasses have been cracked
And only you can guide my way
Paint a picture of us walking together
Cause you are all that’s on my mind
I wanna get inside that pretty little head of yours
To see if our thoughts are intertwined
Please don’t say that you’re gonna go away (Go away)
Cause I’m beaten and I’m bloody and you take my pain away
Please stay, please stay with me for just one more day (One more day)
Cause my goddamn glasses have been cracked
And only you can guide my way
You can guide my way
You can guide my way
Please don’t say that you’re gonna go away (Go away)
Cause I’m beaten and I’m bloody and you take my pain away
Please stay, please stay with me for just one more day (One more day)
Cause my goddamn glasses have been cracked
And only you can guide my way
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4. |
Crumbling
02:29
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I am crumbling
Faster than I ever thought I could
My legs are weak, my brain is numb
Oh what will I become?
Poison in my blood courses through my veins
These days I’m always in pain
I’ll just sit on my couch till my life runs out
And there’s no one left to blame
All of my bones are made of glass
When will this pain in my chest pass?
And there’s nothing you can do that’ll help me through
So don’t live your life with regrets
The agony and the apathy have been dragging me down
I’ll just sit and I’ll mope and I’m all out of hope and I’ll die in this town
There’s no relief for me, and there’s none for you
Cause my darling
I am crumbling
All of my tears have now turned black
And I forgot how to laugh
My skin is so sensitive a smile hurts
And a constant ache in my back
All I need is one last hug, or just get me some drugs
The pains unbearable, my time is up
Why won’t you pull the plug?
The agony and the apathy have been dragging me down
I’ll just sit and I’ll mope and I’m all out of hope and I’ll die in this town
There’s no relief for me, and there’s none for you
Cause my darling--
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5. |
Ruins
00:34
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Dark circles nurse my eyes as I drink myself to sleep
Any night when I feel like I could die and it’s getting hard to breathe
Now I’ll just lay here, mangled limbs and pale blue skin
Goodbye my darling
I guess I’ve worn myself too thin
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6. |
Roots
04:21
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Any time I think I feel at home again
I hit the ground running till I’m gone
I’ve spent the past few months stuck in my own head
Just cause I can’t connect with anyone
My legs are restless, eyes are heavy
Set me free
From this feeling I have learned is discontent
I’m out of gas, I’m out of cash but now I see
I was never really broken
I was bent
I ask myself the same question most every day
Why no one really makes much sense to me
I guess that’s why I always wanna run away
Smoke from bridges burned too thick to see
My legs are restless, eyes are heavy
Set me free
From this feeling I have learned is discontent
I’m out of gas, I’m out of cash but now I see
I was never really broken (Never really broken)
I was bent
I find myself at peace being uprooted
Can’t stay in the same place for very long
I always feel alone even when in a crowd
I’d rather just hang out with my dog
My legs are restless, eyes are heavy
Set me free
From this feeling I have learned is discontent
I’m out of gas, I’m out of cash but now I see
I was never really broken
My legs are restless, eyes are heavy
Set me free (Set me free)
From this feeling I have learned is discontent (Discontent)
I’m out of gas, I’m out of cash but now I see (Now I see)
I was never really broken (I was never really broken)
I was never really broken
I was bent
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7. |
Tunnel Vision
03:32
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When I opened my eyes this morning there was only one thing I could say
It was dammit, I’m awake
My bedroom walls were closing in and my chest was getting tight
Tunnel visioned, there is no light
Knocked out, face down, into the ground
What’s wrong with me?
Anxiety
Breathe in, breathe out without a sound
There’s no air for me
Anxiety
A hand full of pills for when I’m feeling alone
I can’t call my friends to talk cause they’re not home
I’ll just sit here and think of why I turned out this way
Cause everyone’s skies are blue but mine are grey
Knocked out, face down, into the ground
What’s wrong with me?
Anxiety
Breathe in, breathe out without a sound
There’s no air for me
Anxiety
Knocked out, face down, into the ground
What’s wrong with me?
Anxiety
Breathe in, breathe out without a sound
There’s no air for me
Anxiety
What’s wrong with me?
Anxiety
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8. |
Put Me to Sleep (PMS)
03:44
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I am out of touch
I’ve been gated off
And I’m not sure which ways out
I can’t communicate, and my tempers short
I’m always upset for no reason
You’ve been pushed away by my tendencies
Psychopathic it may seem
I’ve tried so hard but not gotten too far
I’ll be better in my dreams
I’ve told you time and time again that this is how I am
I’m sick of always being afraid that you won’t stick around
Sometimes life gets tough but for you I’m way too much
My psychie’s been exhausted and I’ve used you as my crutch
Just leave me be, I feel so incomplete
Just leave me be, what’s so hard to see?
Put me to sleep
Maybe then I’ll regain function
Put me to sleep
Maybe then we’ll keep on lovin’
Put me to sleep
I haven’t closed my eyes in weeks
Put me to sleep
Put me to sleep, put me to sleep, put me to sleep
You’ve been labeled emotional punching bag and that’s not what I want
I’ve been cursed with a crazy brain and it’s not something I flaunt
I want to treat you like gold but I’m just too insane
This mindset has been holding me back I’m tired of these games
Just leave me be, I feel so incomplete
Just leave me be, what’s so hard to see?
Put me to sleep
Maybe then I’ll regain function
Put me to sleep
Maybe then we’ll keep on lovin’
Put me to sleep
I haven’t closed my eyes in weeks
Put me to sleep
Put me to sleep, put me to sleep, put me to sleep
Just leave me be, I feel so incomplete
Just leave me be, what’s so hard to see?
Put me to sleep
Maybe then I’ll regain function
Put me to sleep
Maybe then we’ll keep on lovin’
Put me to sleep
I haven’t closed my eyes in weeks
Put me to sleep
Put me to sleep, put me to sleep, put me to sleep
Put me to sleep
Maybe then I’ll regain function
Put me to sleep
Maybe then we’ll keep on lovin’
Put me to sleep
I haven’t closed my eyes in weeks
Put me to sleep
Put me to sleep, put me to sleep, put me to sleep
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9. |
Nausea
03:17
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Sick to my stomach and I wanna go home, someone get me out of here
A burning sensation is in my chest and conversation is my biggest fear
Detached, in pain, and insane, please don’t talk to me
I’m at the lowest point of my whole life and I don’t know who I wanna be
Nausea, cold sweats, it happens daily
Bones ache, heartbreak, what’s become of me?
Rip my organs from my body
The world will finally dispose of me
I’ve heard stories of other folks losing their sense of self
I thought that I was oh so strong until down, down, down I fell
Coughing up thick crimson blood, my lungs have been charred to black
I wonder every day when will my time come whether by car crash or heart attack
Nausea, cold sweats, it happens daily
Bones ache, heartbreak, what’s become of me?
Rip my organs from my body
The world will finally dispose of me
I feel so sick every day, it’s my own personal hell
I never thought this would happen to me, now that I’m constantly unwell
I feel like I wanna give up, and I always have to throw up
I wonder if there’s some kind of remedy that’ll help me feel more like me
My hands shake like earthquakes, so stop telling me to get a grip
My hands shake like earthquakes, so stop telling me to get a grip
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10. |
Bad Seed
02:34
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I’ve been awake all damn night long
Just trying to write some stupid punk songs
Drink after drink until I feel safe
And forget about everything including your face
I’m feeling low
And I wish that I could go
Back in time and fix my shit cause now
I’m just a bad seed
The sun is rising to greet a new day
As I’m wondering what it’s like to really feel okay
My friends will worry but I’ll tell them I’m fine
As I keep on fighting this war of mine
I’m feeling low
And I wish that I could go
Back in time and fix my shit cause now
I’m just a bad seed
My head is always stuck in the clouds
And when I talk to anyone my voice is too loud
I’ve become antisocial and I feel like a freak
Cause nobody can handle me for more than a week
I’m feeling low
And I wish that I could go
Back in time and fix my shit cause now
I’m just
Now I’m just
Now I’m just
A bad seed
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