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Grumpster

by Grumpster

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1.
Wither 02:38
I’m withering away Stumbling through every day It gets so tiring Always fighting Staring at the wall I won’t return your call Second guesses Nervous wreckage I’m skin and bone Maybe that’s why I’m always cold Knees are weak cause I can never eat It’s miserable I’m withering away Stumbling through every day It gets so tiring Always fighting Staring at the wall I won’t return your call Second guesses Nervous wreckage So what am I to do? Nothing makes me want to Get out of my bed Don’t want to think Or use my head What am I supposed to do? I’m withering away Stumbling through every day It gets so tiring Always fighting Staring at the wall I won’t return your call Second guesses Nervous wreckage Withering away Withering away
2.
Just For Fun 02:10
Dropped my brain on the sidewalk Now I’m here Lost my friend at the boardwalk Growing up knowing nothing Now I’m dead Growing up knowing nothing Broken head Dropped my brain on the sidewalk Now I’m here Lost my friend at the boardwalk Growing up knowing nothing Now I’m dead Growing up knowing nothing Broken head Trust me I’m broke and wanted On the run A broken wrist makes a promise Trust me I’m broke and wanted On the run A broken wrist makes a promise Just for fun Just for fun
3.
SSBpt2 01:12
The months count down It’s colder now A zombie on two feet You can hardly see What’s left of me Why do I get this way? Bunker down And shut it out Consumed by all my fear So it goes I guess you should know I love you it’s not fair I love you it’s not fair I love you it’s not fair The days are short Everything’s a chore The hours drip away I waste so much time Just staying alive I don’t even know what to say I love you it’s not fair I love you it’s not fair I love you it’s not fair
4.
Sun 02:18
I’m trapped again Losing all my friends I’m in the dark I’m a piece of work What a bitter end Counting down every second Of every day I don’t like anything Stay asleep till I’m wrinkled Fragile and grey Constant suffering Forgot my gun Forgot my son He’s gonna kill himself Counting down every second Of every day I don’t know anything Can’t wait till I’m broken Fucked up and weak Don’t carry me Forgot my gun Forgot my gun Forgot my gun Forgot my gun Forgot my gun I was trapped again Lost all my friends I was in the dark I was a piece of work What a bitter end I was trapped again
5.
Don’t bring me down When I’m low And I’m ready to go When I don’t want to know Try to feel but your not getting better Starting to seem like you’ll Be like this forever Block it out Block it out Keep the curtain shut Don’t let the light hit your skin Cracked and hollowed out Hide away from the sun Going through the motions To make some sense of this I haven’t found a reason To get up and try again It makes no sense to me It makes no sense to me Keep the curtain shut Don’t let the light hit your skin Cracked and hollowed out Hide away from the sun Keep Keep the curtain shut Hide Hide away from the sun
6.
You wanna twist my words around my throat Everything’s a joke since you broke my heart Like glass on the floor by your car by the door Cause you’re dumb and you’re weak And you’re scared of falling asleep Scared of falling asleep You wanna change what your friends think about you Everything they say is almost not true But you know you’re fake Always running late Always changing plans You’ve got blood on your hands Got blood on your hands Got blood on your hands You’ve been choking on the lies Throwing up all the time In the back in the dark Hella tar in your heart You’ve been choking on the lies Throwing up all the time In the back in the dark Hella tar in your heart Can’t fall asleep You’ve got blood on your hands Can’t fall asleep You’ve got blood on your hands Can’t fall asleep You’ve got blood on your hands Can’t fall asleep You’ve got blood on your hands
7.
Grey 02:18
I used to feel alive I was excited all the time Now I just feel grey Faded away The sun used to feel warm Now it’s just clouds and thunderstorms I’ll just stay inside I’m tired all the time Nothing to say Find a way to get through another day You caught me at my worst Convinced I wasn’t from this earth I just stop and stare Disappear Always fucking up It makes me sick I can’t shut up Spiral constantly I get so dizzy I used to feel alive Now I’m freezing all the time Take it day by day It’s all the same Choking on a breath Just stay in bed I’m sick to death I’ll just stay inside I’m tired all the time I used to feel alive I was excited all the time Now I just feel grey Faded away
8.
Thorns 02:18
Every minute takes too long I’ll never feel like I belong I’ll always want to crawl out of my skin Two white pills with Tylenol Trying to forget it all I’m fighting demons But sometimes they win Every day lasts forever It’s getting so hard To find any good reason I should hold on Thorns are sharper Piercing harder Torn to pieces Black and blue keeping too many secrets Where do I start? Constant pain in my heart I don’t know how I let it get so bad Peeling back my skin again Cold sweats and these shakey hands I’m fighting demons But they always win Every day lasts forever It’s getting so hard To find any good reason I should hold on Thorns are sharper Piercing harder Torn to pieces Black and blue keeping too many secrets Every day lasts forever It’s getting so hard To find any good reason I should hold on Thorns are sharper Piercing harder Torn to pieces Black and blue keeping too many secrets
9.
Bran's Motto 02:46
Washed up, broke down Drag me through the mud I’m broke, I’m drunk Stumbling too soon Can’t make promises I don’t know who you’re lying to Can’t make promises I don’t know who you’re lying to Throw it all by the wayside I would do anything for you Speechless I’m stuck and tongue tied Always too late it’s nothing new I never get things right At least not in your eyes Breaking my back to stay calm and relaxed It’s no surprise I hate how it’s gotten so quiet I’ve given all my words to you Running on empty for far too long No more breath, face turning blue I know that you’re feeling sorry Why do I even bother Nothing I do seems to be enough for you Come to realize I know that you I know that you I know that you think that I’m annoying I know that you think that I’m a mess I know that you think that I’m annoying I know that you think that I’m a mess I’m a fucking mess Washed up, broke down Drag me through the mud I’m broke, I’m drunk Stumbling too soon Can’t make promises I don’t know who you’re lying to Can’t make promises I don’t know who you’re lying to Washed up, broke down Drag me through the mud I’m broke, I’m drunk Stumbling too soon Can’t make promises I don’t know who you’re lying to Can’t make promises I don’t know who you’re lying to
10.
Bone$ 03:24
Together all the time time You’re always on my mind I could spend my days with you forever Black hair is turning grey You’re the best part of my days I’ll be here to comfort you forever I want to give you everything That you could ever need I’ll carry you wherever When your feet are old and weak I noticed that you’re slowing down It’s impossible to hide I never want to live without You here right by my side I wish you’d never leave I wanna go Wherever you go I love your bones You feel like home I hope you know I’ve never felt these things before You are my home You are my home You’ll always have my heart You’ll always have my heart Together all the time You’re always on my mind I could spend my days with you forever I wish you’d never leave I wanna go Wherever you I love your bones You feel like home I hope you know I’ve never felt these things before You are my home You are my home I wanna go Wherever you go I love your bones You feel like home to be I hope you know I’ve never felt these things before You are my home You are my home
11.
Waste 03:54
No longer strong Trembling all night long I think there’s something wrong with me Sudden instability Cut off Confused There’s nothing left to lose I wish that I could disappear I’d rather die than waste a year Alone again No passion, just dead ends I can’t find joy in anything My bedroom walls are all I see Burnt out Reclused No energy to move Just stay curled up and rot away I’d rather die than face the day Wasting my time Wasting my time Wasting my time Wasting my time All I ever want is to forget Down on my luck and dancing with death All I ever need is to forget I’m empty I’m empty All I ever want is to forget Down on my luck and dancing with death All I ever need is to forget I’m empty I’m empty Wasting my time Wasting my time Wasting my time Wasting my time

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released April 26, 2024

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